What is the force that leads us towards guidance. Maybe it was God who instilled in us the need for an authoritative figure. Giving us that something that prevents us humans from truly feeling alone. Maybe that very thing is what separates us from God. Or maybe that is the one of the things that makes us in his likeness. To create something from nothing, why? Just to create...or to fill that void with something tangent. Create the solution to being alone. Maybe that is the reason humans are the way they are, unruly and flawed. If something was created for pure control then it would be nothing then an expansion of oneself. Running back into the circle that one was trying to get out of, being alone. Its not that He cant control everything us humans do, He just chooses not to. Avoiding the pain of being alone.

One Day

One Day. An anticipated time of completion. Ambition fuelled and drowned by hope. Enduring the pain that is felt day by day, because of that clear view of that day to come. We retreat ever so often to a gasp a breathe of relief. Just to dull the twinge of hardship that pierces an already tired soul. But not to indulge entirely-- For each breathe that is taken, is one less to hold in the future. Save that unneeded sighs in hope that it will turn into an endless breathing pattern. So when that anticipated time come, it does not turn into what it actually is... just one day

Hind sight is 20/20, while viewing an ambitious future seems to be legally blind. Best intentions seem to be the fuel for the most glorious destruction. And in this virtuous journey we seem to find failure. Failure to be...

Amount to nothing, and become all that you can be...
or amount to something and take away a small piece of what you are.